Slow mawnin

Dear on-line journal,

its a kinda slow mawnin for me..As usual I did my routine ab workout that ive been doing since the past two months.. gotta make the tummy go away..hehehehe.. Well IM just chillin to the sounds of john mayer thinking..

Last night me and my friends in a drinking session talked as usual but the most juicy topic was on the subject of relationships with main emphasis on the cheating side. I didn't really add much to the conversation because it was so fun hearing the comments of my friends on the issue. One friend said that it was part of a guys personality. That it was like a call of nature that whenever it itches, you whank it..hehehehe.. RSJ (hahahaha!)..! One friend proposed (because he is in the process of tasting different delicacies to put it in a not so harsh manner) that the guilt should not be entertained and yet be prepared for the consequences or even the karma.. one friend on the otherhand is guilty of "boating in two rivers"..hahahahaha! Although there wasn't any kind of intimacy on the second river.. He is really confused with his situation.. Another friend of mine was the stick to one gurl but is still open to the possibility that he may fall for another.. Temptation as they say is everywhere. I guess I still don't have a say in the situations because I haven't had any serious one in my whole lifetime as a person.. But that doesn't prevent me from having my opinion of course..

I guess relationships are really complex and complicated human processes and that finding time to balance it aside from your own life is painstakingly very hard. I guess with that and my standards for a girl, I never really bothered to get into one. I honestly still believe that if ever I would be in one, I'd want that to be forever. Wishful thinking as it may seem, its still what I want. Although I still am aware of the fact that I am human and it is in my nature to commit mistakes. enough on that topic.. see you later..